High school, a hundred percent different from elementary school. Girls get meaner, boys get crazier and geeks (like me) always been alone.
I realized that some girls at my school like to keep secrets, gossiping about me, talking about me, being rude and, you know, all of those mean things.
I don't want to have any trouble with them, and I don't even want to be their friends. I'm better be alone and have no friends but get the first rank in my class, then being their friend and get popular and be mean.
Seriously, being mean isn't a great thing. You think being mean makes you look greater or something? Well if you are saying yes, then I have to say that I don't support your opinion. Being mean is rude and useless. It's just giving you popularity, that's all, nothing else came from being mean.
Actually I've never get bullied or something, but that cynical look they gave to me, it hurts me indirectly. They way they whispered when I walked by, the way they don't appreciate my existence and the way they pretend that I'm not around.
I tried to ignore them, but it seems like everytime I try harder, they gets meaner and meaner and meaner. So I tried the other way, socialize with them. But they seems like don't care, and I'm like "Fine by me, you want me to go? Fine, I don't care anymore". Now everytime they're around me, I just put my headset and ignore them.
But there's one thing that I have and they don't have. It's more like Taylor's Change lyrics, "they might be bigger, but we're faster and never scared" and another Taylor's lyrics from Eyes Open "but you got something they don't". Yes I got a music talent and they don't, I stood out more then them. I wrote my own songs, but they don't. Taylor's right, it seems like we had the same experience at high school, which is getting hates from those mean girls.
I am better . Someday I'll stand brave and show them that I'm better than they are.
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